Boundaries

Seems like too hard to come by

So far a distance to cross

Too many people to reason

The sneers, the talks, the heart breaking whispers

Your reality that bites and occupies like tumor

And the one who adores that outshines all

I am…

A twist of story everyone repulse

A character no one would put on the throne

A crack in their tale of something perfect

Still it all won’t matter

But then I look at my reflection

And I can see I might struggle alone

Am I….

Something that seems appealing in a distant

But when reached

All glory turns to dust

That when the picture isn’t pretty

And the tide is high

You would run away

I once mourned for you for what seems like ages

For the pain you’ve caused me

And the fall and worthlessness you’ve made me feel

Even the thought of going back to that state

Sucks the life out of my soul

And my old wounds start bleeding again…